Sunday's reflections
Jun. 26th, 2005 06:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jeanvieveThings happen the way they are supposed to. With a couple of day's anger, frustration, and just plain ire starting to fade into that determination I'd hoped for, I'm more on an even keel. Time to redefine myself again, which I've always been good at.
Honesty - Work was getting too easy. I always get bored when this is the case, and was looking for new challenges. This time, I will look at it as being challenged within my job to do more than one job at a time. Self education, practice, and unfortunately a need to show up far more often are here. I thought I had found a perfect job that allowed me a lot of freedom. The price of that freedom is lack of advancement. I'm not ready to work at the same job for a while. Time to give up liberty and safety and embrace change.
Anger - bah. Though I'm a little sad, I am forced to remember now that people are all human, and that when I expect or look for more than human I am disappointed. Take things as they come. My heart is still open as the sky. There are no pains, no wounding, and unfortunately no real surprises.
It is my only comfort in the face of the great pain or misfortune of others, that there are reasons that we may or may not ever know why things happen in a certain way. All that we can trust is that there is design at work, design that lets us color outside the lines now and again. Draw new papers close to us all blank and inviting the pen. Time to write a new sort of chapter in the book of life.
Honesty - Work was getting too easy. I always get bored when this is the case, and was looking for new challenges. This time, I will look at it as being challenged within my job to do more than one job at a time. Self education, practice, and unfortunately a need to show up far more often are here. I thought I had found a perfect job that allowed me a lot of freedom. The price of that freedom is lack of advancement. I'm not ready to work at the same job for a while. Time to give up liberty and safety and embrace change.
Anger - bah. Though I'm a little sad, I am forced to remember now that people are all human, and that when I expect or look for more than human I am disappointed. Take things as they come. My heart is still open as the sky. There are no pains, no wounding, and unfortunately no real surprises.
It is my only comfort in the face of the great pain or misfortune of others, that there are reasons that we may or may not ever know why things happen in a certain way. All that we can trust is that there is design at work, design that lets us color outside the lines now and again. Draw new papers close to us all blank and inviting the pen. Time to write a new sort of chapter in the book of life.
